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well, what a day! woke up early to find that it was pouring rain outside. epic failure. had so much planned and because of the rain it slimmed down my chances of getting things done, in a sense that me driving was highly doubtful because from what i read it said something like this would happen. class was very cold, even with my jacket and no air conditioner on, my body felt as if i was slammed around in a car after being hit by a truck and not to mention i was soaked from walking in the rain. my quiz i was studying for went well, i think i missed one question, i couldn’t remember a political name that was given during class and on my notes for one of the question. even with all that studying the simplest thing could be forgotten really easily. hope it doesn’t happen on my next quiz coming up in two week and even on my test. spent the day with the radio (npr) on and listening to the storm pass by while studying and reading my book, what a way to relax and let some inner stuff drain away. the only thing i was missing were a few things…were too far to reach for. what can one do?! i can’t seem to  shake off these feelings i have been having, i feel sore and tired. i think the yoga class from yesterday did a toll on me, it had been a while since going to a class or just exercising at home. also have found some new music with the radio. i know few people like my work but some people believe i am just playing around with it to see what fits; in no way do i play around with music, i have made a few samples but that was just testing out my skills. i really listen to everything and place the music at my fingertips and ears because without them; i don’t think i could call myself a dj. some laugh that i am, most ridicule and it doesn’t bother me. laugh it up. we all wan’t our fifteen minutes of fame and most don’t have the same minutes as others. i will continue to “create something out of nothing!” today will be calling it an way early night, got a busy morning and will need the rest. hope all have a safe and good night. sweet dreams.

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books

today was enlightening, woke up early and headed to yoga with my really good friend. we were reading about it last night and figured out it was free yoga day and as we began looking at some of the classes that were being offered, we stumbled across a class that had a base of hip-hop in it. we were curious about it since we have never seen or heard of anything like this. when we arrived we came to find out the class was full and quickly found another place nearby offering free yoga. we found a yoga class called wood yoga or core yoga. it was very intense, what a way to wake up; i have been trying to concentrate on getting better, it has been a few months that i have actually done yoga but there were some stretches and poses i was able to do that other classmates couldn’t. as the day went on i was able to have some peace and quiet to pick up the books and start studying again. what a way to learn! haven’t had that in a while, this weekend was a good escape, made me realize a lot of things. even with what little i did, it was some time needed off that i had been waiting for. after that i said my goodbyes as if i was never going to see them again, i will return one day! that is something i will keep my word on. on the drive back it had stopped raining and was beginning to clear up a bit but at the same time the weather was perfect. as i arrived home i walked into a quite and peaceful house, it was great. organized my stuff and grabbed a granola bar for a quick snack and began with the books again. this is very helpful and kept me alert about my work as if i were to hit a second gust of energy. had some dinner and went back to the books, i am determined to pass these classes, no matter what. i really need them if i want to get into the program i have been raving about. i am just here writing this now because school start up again tomorrow and tomorrow is a new day with new challenges. i have got to make the most of what i have been given. thank you. be safe out there and have a good night with sweet dreams.

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in

today has been good and lazy; well sort of. woke up this morning an went for a run, it felt cool; not too hot, not too cold. i was able to get a mile in maybe more but when i was back at the house, my friend was still asleep, he said he was sleeping in last night because he had a lot of work to do today, i bet when trying to get a ph.d! so i made my way into the house quietly, and got cleaned up, took a seat on the couch and took a nap. was woken up by his dog. he threw a veggie omelet together and we had breakfast together and started working, time flew by while we were both working. it was quite swell to see how much work i was able to complete with some peace and quiet. it amazed me! well there were plans thrown around to have dinner together and then hours later they came through and made a sit down dinner with my second family and went back to do more work while following it up with some mad men. this show is great and i am hooked now. has been a busy weekend and there is more to come. for now this is me signing off and wishing everyone to have a great and safe night. good night.

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good

good afternoon folks, just reporting in how i am doing. last night i crashed out on the bed, i didn’t realize i was very tired. i was woken up to a knock at the door around noon, there were plans to have brunch and took off to meet my friends to do so, we had just about the biggest brunch taco i have ever seen; if you can imagine. we had a few serious talks and a few of many laughs and then were on our way home to watch the football game, i was awesome because our team we rooted for won, i am here now trying to read and take notes while watching the game. it is quite exciting, i am on top of my school work while being with friends, never thought i would be able to manage that, there are future plans arising each and every break. i really do need to get my work done so don’t think i can join the late night because of a quiz on wednesday and am almost done with my reading. just may stay in but i will have to see how it goes. i hope all have a good day, and if it is your birthday have a good one as well.

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today has been kind of an ache. well was up really early to take out the dog and stepped outside and it was pouring cats and dogs; figuratively speaking. step out in the rain and let the dog do his business, he was anxious to get inside because of the rain, for me it was a wake up call for me; the rain woke me up. lol. as i got ready for class i had asked the professor that i would be leaving early because of an appointment i had. he let me leave early. it was still bad outside; weather wise and tried to arrive on time; i did! checked in and waited two minutes before they came and got me. spent a few hours getting x-rays and getting a checked up to make sure everything was good. sure enough all was good. the only bad thing was that one of my wisdom teeth is laying on it’s side and will have to be surgically removed. =O\ but i need them out because of the headaches i get from them making their way in. when the consult was finished i headed home, called my mom and when i arrived she had a bowl of her homemade chicken soup ready for me. it was awesome! had to run a few errands after that before taking off to my old house out of town. staying a few days and needed a break and since i was having a four day weekend, i thought it would be good to see all my old friends who where coming into town and who i hadn’t see in a really long time. hope they have a safe trip, see you folks soon. heading there now.

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i do want to first start off by thanking EVERYONE. you guys made my day better and better with that kind of feedback. i was even posted on a site! that is some exciting news. my music career is going no where fast but have been greatly inspired by the emails that my next one will be worked on a bit more delicately. before i release it to the world i will have a few commentators to see what they like or dislike about my set presented. that was that. as  far as today went, it went and went, was in class and i had my undivided attention all up on the lecture. what was even better was when the professor looked at me and threw a quick question at me, slightly caught me off guard but was dumbfounded when i replied the answer and question that made her head spin. it was like i was king of the mountain; a small ego boost if you will. and of course went back to taking my detailed notes and even on top of that, the stuff i printed out was over done the other day but it had all the notes i needed for todays class and i knew exactly what she was talking about when she would point and ask a random person to answer. day went on, had my snack, lunch, homework and also got to my workout, tanning in the sun and laundry for the day. got to be at class early and have everything ready for a busy day tomorrow; possibly going under the knife; but i have to see what the doctor orders. i want these snitches out, they are bugging me and giving me headaches. they may be just for a minute or two but they’re there and slowly making there way in an i want them out now. dont care if they put me under or local anesthesia but i want them out. hope all had a great day and or birthday and may all be safe and have a wonderful night. i am out!

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started off my day really early; like six o’clock early. took the dog out and stayed outside watching the people zooming by to get to work or school. the neighborhood was filled with cars and buses, i also stayed outside watching the sun rise, hadn’t done that since i have stopped working overnight. went inside and began getting ready for school, just threw something together really fast, ironed the clothes and began making breakfast, had wheat organic toast with blackberry spread. when i finished with that i was in search for socks for twenty minutes, not sure what had happened to them because i had done my laundry over the weekend. i finally had found them and threw my shoes on really fast and headed out the door, classes are getting more and more interesting everyday. it is awesome! day went on reading, writing, thinking, naping, snacking and eating. turned out to be an okay day. got school tomorrow that i am excited to goto, weird; i know! lol. my friend came over to drop off a show that i had been asked to see. started it and i hope this can help me see how gangs interaction works to make a lesson out of it; even for possibly a publication or dissertation. thanks everyone who gave me back feedback for my mixxx i released. love you folks. have a great night and sweet dreams.

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guide

i guess paper never lies. this mornings class was awesome, what i learned before from a friend really came in handy today. it was as if i could connect the dots and get everything correct. it was great. this is one of a few classes that have kept my intrest for a good time, there was some people behind me who kept talking, i didn’t want to be mean, but they really did need to shut their mouth. why be in a class that you don’t like and talk the whole way through it, drop and choose another class or at least sit somewhere where the professor doesn’t see you chatting it up. this is the first time in over a year that i have a good seat and i have to get stuck in front of the talking group. just my luck. had to run a few errands after school but it does get tiring driving everywhere sometimes. made it home in one piece and was able to get a healthy snack just in time before dinner was started, it is getting easier to eat the stuff i slowed down on, veggies. fast food is out of my system, soda is out, caffeine (if any), candy and desserts. it was a hard thing to do but so far it has gone well; for a month. have dropped a pound or two but it still is no where near what i want my ideal weight to be. i drink just about five to six liters of water everyday, even though i get cravings for food i have slowly been taught what i should eat and how, kind of like a personal eating plan; i really do hope it works. we will see at the end of september how it went. with all that under my belt i am starting back up to go run, play sports and be active. it helps so much. and feels great too. i am worn down already and it is early, everything is ready for tomorrow for school and now it is time to call it a night. good night. sweet dreams. sleep well.

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invent

today felt “wishy washy” i did get everything i needed done. i had a few set backs but nothing major, easily repairable but as far as other things i couldn’t get quite right. after some hard searching and thinking i was able to figure out what i had needed, just had to look back in my notebook. one of my handy dandy notebooks helped as well. i got to printing all the pages i needed for my class tomorrow and with some reading i was able to understand what i needed to do. i hope it is what i ned tomorrow and that i didn’t forget anything. everything has beed a big weight on my shoulders for a long time now that i think it is finally starting to spill over into my everyday life. i am getting tired faster when i should be studying and my body fails and shuts down and reboots it self moments later, it has happened for several days now. i know what i have to do but i just don’t know where to find something good for me, that will help me out later. i have tried all my contacts and everyone seems hesitant to take back what they said when i was told that if i ever needed anything, now there are nowhere to be found. i was looking into my school email when i stumbled across several emails that; because of my progress think i would be a great asset to there fraternity. i declined all four offers, i am no where near as done as i want to be with school. i am fighting every chance i get. and will fight until the end. have a wonderful night folks and sweet dreams.

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some of these latin names that are in my book are going to be difficult to remember for a test. i still have one more book to buy, i hope i can at least find it. when i went on saturday on of the book stores was closed, the computers were down, epic fail. i got school in the morning and wont have time to stop there first and get the book so i have devised a plan to take notes but at the same time record the class with a recording device also known as my phone. with the first attempt i could hear people in the background coughing and shuffling and moving papers. i got to see if sitting closer will help. it should be, well i think i will let you know tomorrow, because i can not make an educated guess at the moment since my brain is not working properly. it is tired and is making me tired and sleepy, with that everyone have a good and safe night folk, especially you, yeah you right there! yeah, you!! lol.

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